Remember when we met for the first time. I've never care about who you are though almost everyday we did anything in our class with our friends. And when you asked me sumthin, it was the beginning of our friendship.
Everything has changed, time to time we talked about everything of ourselves. I told you everything about me, and you told me everything about you.
And then i thought "i cant leave you even though just a minute.. you always make me smile, you always make me comfort to be with you, u're my happiness. Yes, im in love with you dear.." and that feel of love came bcoz of your care, your words and your attitude to me. Oh, and also your love! I dont really care if you love me just as a bestfriend. It means a lot for me, and it makes me happy enough. Every morning we were meet and chat together on your table, every night we chat again via mobile phone, it was our habit! Although sometimes i feel very jealous every you chatting with other girl than me... zzz...
The most I really love from you: your body! idk why i really like with your body. Maybe it's because you have a good posture.. And i also love the moment when i see you because i can see your eyes, i can see your smile, i can hear your voice and your laugh, i can feel your soft perfume, i can see you playing football on tuesday, i can see you wear science coat when we studied chemistry (aw, you're so hot wearing that coat! I love it!)..
My love for you is bigger, bigger and bigger! Therefore i was be a lil bit more agressive to you. But, i think it's not agressive! I did it because i feel comfort when im with you, i just wanna get closer. And when you sit beside me, i always lean on to your shoulder, aw that was the sweetest moment ever! Then you also did it to me! You lean on to my shoulder for the first time! Yes, you're the first boy who did it to me! Ough, im so happy even my heart was beat so fast!!
But, our friends gossiping that we have a relationship.. We cant do that again, it makes me so sad. You starting to avoids me, but so am i. Yeah, at least we still keep contact every night.. Oh ya! I remember when you make me cried! You said that you want continue your study to Bengkulu. Whoaa! I cried to hear that and just imagine "what about me if you aren't beside me anymore?", then i went to offline from chatroom, i cried and cried for that bad news! After that, he called me! and he said "it's just hoax dear.. I'll never leave you.. Hehe..", so i replied "oh you're so shitty! IT'S NOT FUNNY DUDE!! DON'T YOU KNOW THAT I'M CRYING RITE NOW?!!" and he said his apologize to me hihi.. One more sweet moment is when my birthday (25-03-2008) you were accompany me all day! You make me so happy dear! huaa i love you so much!!
The moment which is deeply regretted is when we passed from the first grade. I must separated from you.. I cant talk everything again, i cant see your face, i cant lean on to your shoulder, and i started to miss you...
Yeah, till now i really hate with this feeling! I dont like when am missing you, it hurts me! So i prefer to be broken heart than miss everything about you.. I miss you so damn baby, swear i really miss all of our moments.. And I just can hope to Allah that i really need my old times come back anymore.. I'll never forget about our memories, it will be a history . because am gonna re-write this again on my Diary. And i'll show that Diary to my children someday, so that they'll know how lucky i am have the bestest friend like you are.. Thank you for everything dear. You've made my day so meaningful.. I love you so much.. :) :)
