What do you usually do when you miss someone who never realised your existense? Hurt? Of course. This is what I feel tonight, missing someone who knows me but doesn't know my feeling. People may say "go talk to him, Myla!" but it's not that easy. I'm a totally shy person. I can be awkward easily when he says hi to me. Yes, my big problem for sure.
I still remember when we first met. It was about two years ago. When we were classmates. It wasn't a good impression, to be honest. You were such an annoying guy as a class leader. Well it is just because I didn't know you're fractious whatsoever. It wasn't a big deal to me. But all I can still remember is, I tried not to be too close to you.
Day by day I finally knew who you really are. You're actually not as bad as I thought. You're a nice and funny guy. You're a great leader. You're responsible. You're the one who can be trusted. You're smart. You're decisive. You're the gentleman. You're just too good to be true.
I know this is weird. I don't even know the answer when somebody asks "what do you like from him?" I just cannot tell what it is. Why? Why? Why? Why do I love you? Why do I give my heart to you? I'm clueless. I'm pretty sure you have no clue as well. But you gotta know something. You may not be special if I didn't write this trashy things about you. You got me fall, I wish you could catch me sooner or later. I'll be waiting. No matter how long it is. I-love-you, M.R.
