3 years

My college life is just like a high school. We spent 3 years together. The classmates change every semester. I think we solid enough to be the collegers and I'm so glad to know all of them. You know I was so upset and mad when I knew I was accepted in Accounting Program. That's NOT really my thing for sure. I hate math, accounting, numbers whatsoever. I still hate it, to be honest. I don't know where I should go after this. But well, if I didn't know my Accounting mates I'd probably stepped off already from that place. We made good memories.
First semester, it was the introduction of my campus and the people, I used to be lonely in the first month. But everything went well, had some good friends, they're nice and funny. and the important thing is, you should have, at least, one eye-candy. That would be your only spirit to go to campus haha. I had one in first semester, he was my crush. We're still close till now. But okay never mind. However, my first semester went good so far.

Second semester, I gotta say I will never ever forget every memory in this semester. So much fun and hilarious moments we had together! Most of the classmates were from the first semester so I know them very well. They're rude in the fun way seriously. I just love them! Miss them all so much. If only I could go back to the old times, I'd love to be back in this semester and repeat good memories with someone I still have a crush with :'')

Third semester. Being in class with lots of smart people is not my favorite. I feel like I was in under-pressure to be in this semester. I can't even remember the good things from this semester. Bye.

Forth semester, way much better than the third. But still less better than the second tee-hee. I got to meet my best friends again, we were in the same class. What I love from this semester is, I can feel a strong friendship between us. We care each other yet tease each other. I feel comfortable to be silly with them all. Thank you for the friendship we had in AKN B :)

Fifth Semester! This is the last semester we studied together. Had fun and even being in under pressure lol. Had quizzes, homeworks, assignments yet still have fun! I just tried to enjoy every single time we had in here. But yeah so much fun, we all get closer each other even with the teachers too, they're all fun and nice. I just can't get over with the first Auditing teachers, she's my only fear to be honest haha and one teacher who was my spirit as well XD

another good moments we spent together were on fieldtrip and makrab. Fieldtrip with accounting mates was really unforgettable seriously. But I have one regret: why I wasn't on the same bus with someone and my besties? but so far so great, I told ya. Can't forget how exhausted we were, and the team were the bestest ever. So proud!! They really did a super cool job! :)

and makrab? well I'm smiling awkwardly because I still remember how awkward I was to be in the same place with the one I adore much. We didn't talk much. But I couldn't stop staring at him and I'm pretty sure he knew it! I got caught by him million times lol (I'm not sorry dude. You're too attractive..) ah okay back to the moment! We singing and dancing together till midnight, shared lot of things about how we first met, together around the bonfire.. and did the outbound the next morning! gratefully I didn't join those disgusting stuff XD

Okay last but not least, I enjoy my last 3 years with my accounting pals. I love them so much. I really do. Eventho sometimes I assume I didn't want to be there, believe me it's not because the friends. I just hate the program, I have no ability at it. But them the guys make it better. They're the reason why I keep staying in the program. Thank you  guys. You're the best ever :)

Random Confession Night

What do you usually do when you miss someone who never realised your existense? Hurt? Of course. This is what I feel tonight, missing someone who knows me but doesn't know my feeling. People may say "go talk to him, Myla!" but it's not that easy. I'm a totally shy person. I can be awkward easily when he says hi to me. Yes, my big problem for sure.

I still remember when we first met. It was about two years ago. When we were classmates. It wasn't a good impression, to be honest. You were such an annoying guy as a class leader. Well it is just because I didn't know you're fractious whatsoever. It wasn't a big deal to me. But all I can still remember is, I tried not to be too close to you.

Day by day I finally knew who you really are. You're actually not as bad as I thought. You're a nice and funny guy. You're a great leader. You're responsible. You're the one who can be trusted. You're smart. You're decisive. You're the gentleman. You're just too good to be true.

I know this is weird. I don't even know the answer when somebody asks "what do you like from him?" I just cannot tell what it is. Why? Why? Why? Why do I love you? Why do I give my heart to you? I'm clueless. I'm pretty sure you have no clue as well. But you gotta know something. You may not be special if I didn't write this trashy things about you. You got me fall, I wish you could catch me sooner or later. I'll be waiting. No matter how long it is. I-love-you, M.R.